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Coping with Miscarriage: Pregnancy and Infant Loss Resources and Support

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Did you know October 15 is International Pregnancy and Infant Loss Remembrance Day? With up to 25% of pregnancies ending in miscarriage, we want to remind you that you are not alone, mama.

Please welcome Sassy Mama Crystal to share her story, along with resources dedicated to supporting women through pregnancy and infant loss in Singapore. For more about destigmatizing pregnancy and infant loss, and how this is done throughout the month of October, consider visiting The Miscarriage Association, PAIL Network  or Share

I had two weeks after the stick turned pink the first time. Two blissful weeks of feeling like a fertility goddess before things started to go wrong. A sac not measuring the right gestational age. No heartbeat when it should have appeared. Growth so slow it was impossible to believe that the story would have anything other than a sad ending. The appearance of a heartbeat, but at only 48 beats per minute (one-third the rate of a healthy pregnancy). Then came the blood. “Red, thick, irrefutable. The pains are almost constant now; my body rejecting this child that I love so much” is what I wrote in my journal on 27 September, 2007.

Miscarriage is one of the most common life events we don’t talk about. It doesn’t fit with the cultural narrative of sex leading to pregnancy leading to a baby nine months later. Between 10-25% percent of diagnosed pregnancies (where the woman is aware of her pregnancy status) end in miscarriage, with the majority (roughly 80%) occurring in the first trimester. Many pregnancy websites caution expectant parents to wait until after the first trimester to share the news of a pregnancy, as that is when risk of miscarriage drops dramatically.

“The most common cause is chromosomal aberrations which can happen spontaneously,” says Dr. Wan Ling Choo, an OB/Gyn at Gleneagles. “Many women feel guilt about miscarrying. Despite telling them otherwise, they tend to think back on situations that could have caused the miscarriage and feel guilty that they could have done something to prevent that. I try to reassure and convince them that the miscarriage is not their doing.”

Dr. Alina Tan, co-founder of the Pregnancy and Infant Loss Support Group Singapore and a mother who has also experienced miscarriage adds, “This is not your fault. It isn’t because you had second thoughts about being ready to have a baby, or had a glass of wine. It isn’t because you went dancing or took a flight.”

Dr. Viveka Zawisza, an OB/Gyn at Beth Israel Deaconess Hospital in Boston (USA) says “most women will complete a miscarriage without needing medication or surgery; this means a lot of potentially heavy vaginal bleeding and severe cramping that can go on from a few days up to a couple of weeks. It’s important for women to keep their gynaecologic healthcare provider informed of their symptoms in case anything goes beyond the normal expected course of events. It’s unlikely, but can happen that a woman may not complete a miscarriage on her own. She may never bleed or cramp, or she may not stop bleeding or cramping. In both of these instances she may need medication or a minor surgical procedure to remove the pregnancy.”

For some women, miscarriage is a disappointing roadblock on the path to a live birth that they recover from quickly. For others, the wounds make take months or years to heal. Dr. Tan urges you to listen to your own needs, saying “You are allowed to grieve this baby,” rather than to well-meaning people who tell you just to move on and forget about the pregnancy you lost. “It’s okay to feel ashamed, embarrassed, sad, regretful — whatever it is that you’re feeling,” adds Dr. Zawisza.

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I asked a number of women who experienced loss how they memorialised their loss. Dr. Tan has a special piece of jewelry that reminds her of the lost pregnancy. Carla M. held on to ultrasound photos and became involved in a pregnancy loss board online. Ali W. planted a tree to honour her lost child. I have the first few rows of a baby blanket my mother had begun to make when I had told her I was pregnant.

How very softly you tiptoed into my world. Almost silently, only a moment you stayed. But what an imprint your footprints have left upon my heart.

– from “Little Footprints”, a poem about pregnancy loss by Dorothy Ferguson

One miscarriage is not indicative of a problem with your body. There is no suspicion of infertility or reproductive abnormalities until you have multiple consecutive miscarriages. That said, pregnancy loss can affect how you feel about pregnancy. Carla M. said, “[My miscarriage] shattered my innocence. With future pregnancies, I was terrified something would happen.”

Ali W. agreed, saying “Somehow I just didn’t believe it could all work out the next time around and it took until well into the second trimester for me to start to trust my body and enjoy the pregnancy.” Personally, I sought out talk therapy to cope with my feelings of anxiety in my pregnancies following my miscarriage.

After a miscarriage your doctor will advise you as to when it is medically safe to start trying to conceive again. You may also want to take some additional time to emotionally prepare, and there is no shame in taking that time. Although no actions can guarantee that you will not experience pregnancy loss in the future, women who are planning a pregnancy are advised to lead a healthy lifestyle and take a multivitamin with folic acid.

Resources for pregnancy loss in Singapore:

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